Anyway I'm gonna start school this Monday and yes I'm a nervous wreck. Cos poly life is a total change from normal secondary school life. The freedom of choice is so wide that sometimes people misuse it. Also, NP's 1.5h away from my house, which means travelling time is gonna be badumtiss longgggggggg. If I don't adapt quick enough, I may not survive and not even make new friends... My GPA will be at stake too... Gah, all the stupid paperchase.
BUT YOLO! Therefore I'm actually planning on joining Muay Thai with Spencer. It's my promise to him already so let's just see how this works out. Bahahaha. Time to kick some ass, literally. Getting mixed feelings about the sudden surge of changes and I just don't want anything to go wrong. You know, that feeling? It's like knowing what's going to happen in future already but deep down you're expecting something to just screw up and make you panic. It's not even butterflies in my tummy, I feel like a tsunami is happening inside of me, worsened by an upcoming hurricane and so on. It's crazy, but I guess change is the only constant in life and it's our jobs to give meaning to it yeah?
I hereby promise that I'll give my best in the coming 3 years and make as many friends as possible and stay positive no matter what happens. Here's to hoping all will go well. To all my readers out there who're currently going through tough changes too, don't worry we can all persevere and tell ourselves "I made it." after everything is over, with a satisfied smile and overflowing joy in our hearts.
Cheers!
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